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to whom it may concern

I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I hate myself. I don’t want to, or at least I don’t think I do. I think there’s a part of me that does, because it’s kind of second nature to me. It’s much easier to pick out your flaws and extenuate them than it is to find the good in yourself and focus on that. I’m sorry that I don’t think I’m a good person. Maybe I am. I mean, there must be something good in me if you have to constantly remind me that I am in fact good. I wish I could see it like you do. I have tried, but I often end up right where I started.

I’m sorry that I hurt you by putting myself through this, because I know you care about me and I know how it feels to see something you care about put themselves through this kind of torture. It really does hurt, and sometimes I’m not really thinking about how it might affect others. It all comes back to the mindset I put myself in. I tell myself “no one cares about you”. It’s all me. No one is to blame but myself.

I’m sorry that I care more about what hurts you than what hurts myself. I just have never really learned to love myself. I suppose I should try. It all boils down to this; I love you more than I could ever love myself, and I’m sorry that that hurts you.

I never wanted to hurt anybody, I swear. I’m sorry.

(Please note that this is not a cry for help or some form of self-pity. Only take this as an apology, as that is all that it is)

— 22 hours ago
louiehennessy:

My band recorded a new EP back in May and finally have a release date set. ‘Sonder’ will be available on October 1st. This is the artwork for it. www.facebook.com/yourstotakemusic

louiehennessy:

My band recorded a new EP back in May and finally have a release date set. ‘Sonder’ will be available on October 1st. This is the artwork for it. www.facebook.com/yourstotakemusic

— 23 hours ago with 2 notes

suicidewatch:

1991: The Year Punk Broke

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— 2 days ago with 2725 notes

MAN, I’M JUST SO HAPPY THAT ___________________ AFTER THE ____________. DON’T MIND ME I’LL JUST BE _______________FUCKING____________FAKSFOAD

— 3 days ago
"‎’Slut’ is attacking women for their right to say yes. ‘Friend Zone’ is attacking women for their right to say no."
And “bitch” is attacking women for their right to call you on it.  (via madgay)

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— 4 days ago with 907980 notes
laina:

laina:

laina:

this guy was watching the vmas with me and now he’s educating himself how precious is that

he keeps asking me all these questions about aspects of feminism and he’s like “so basically it’s about letting women do what they want without being judged for it” and I was like yea and he was like “oh okay that’s so simple why isn’t everyone a feminist” it’s precious

update: I banged him

everybody wins

laina:

laina:

laina:

this guy was watching the vmas with me and now he’s educating himself how precious is that

he keeps asking me all these questions about aspects of feminism and he’s like “so basically it’s about letting women do what they want without being judged for it” and I was like yea and he was like “oh okay that’s so simple why isn’t everyone a feminist” it’s precious

update: I banged him

everybody wins

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— 5 days ago with 207552 notes